My blue eyed beauties!

My two special valentines

The Loves of my life

My blue eyed beauties

My family!

Happy Valentines Day Jeremey and Tatum!

In the last 6 weeks ...

Our first family picture!

Hello again. Just wanted to write a quick blog. Tatum is 6 weeks today and she rocks! I have never been more tired in my life ... and I think I have lost nearly all my ability to think rationally.

.. but a friend told me that the first 6 weeks are the hardest. I pray she is right, haha, because boy have they been hard, but I know that every baby and every situation is different. But many aspects that were hard the first few weeks have cleared up, while others begin to surface. I suppose that thats what the life of a mother truly is, and that is where trusting the Lord becomes even more necessary than breathing! In the last 6 weeks ...

- I fell in Love, with a beautiful baby girl, and with my husband all over again.

- Learned how to care for a life more than I care for my own.

- Fought through countless moments of thinking "I can't do this."

- Walked longer and further than I have in 4 years, for the sake of getting my baby fresh air!

- Pushed myself to limits that go beyond my comprehension.

- Experienced Joy, anxiety, sadness and peace all in the same instant, haha.

- Slept ... hardly at all.

- Loved ... a whole lot!

- Learned at such a fast rate that I can't keep my head on straight.

- Lost all track of time, hours, days, months, what year are we in???

- Gone to the urgent care twice.

- Seen smiles and heard "coos" that are irresistible.

- Watched my baby grow out of a majority of her newborn clothes :(

- Taken so many pictures that our hard drives are nearly full!

- Learned to trust the Lord ...

Can't wait to see what the next 6 weeks will bring!